SUNDAY WORSHIP!!!

I FEEL LIKE GOIN ON!!!

Tha song simply says....I FEEL LIKE GOIN ON! Though trials may come on every hand....I FEEL LIKE GOIN ON! That has become a everyday practice 4 me.

You see...people tell me a man has no business crying. Well, my fam(ily) is my business...so when I see them suffering, struggling & there's nothin I can do about it, I have2 cry sometimes 2 keep from losing my mind...doin somethin that would ruin my life & take me away from them forever. So, I FEEL LIKE GOIN ON! My dad, his health is study failing, don't know what tomorrow will bring 4 him. But still, I FEEL LIKE GOIN ON! I done filled out applications 2 tha same companies ova 4 times now....but still unemployed. My Queen & I need transportation & a better place 2 live, a better life & future 4 our babies...& as of now, there's no way I can provide that. But still, I FEE LIKE GOIN ON!

Alot of us have come 2 a point N life where we jus don't know what 2 do anymore....which way 2 turn. So I encourage you 2 stay encouraged as I constanly bare my soul 2 y'all & let you know it's not ova till God says it it.

So I pray.....Heavenly father, I come 2 you as humbly as I know how. I'm @ a stage N life where I trust & believe N your holy & divine will for us. But yet, I'm still so lost, so confused. All I can do is pray 2 you, because I jus don't know what 2 do anymore. Tha bills are tryN 2 strees us out & kill us...but I know that you've been bringN us out, so I know you always will. I don't know how you're goin 2 bring my family out of this terrible season, but I know you will. Lord I cast down all negativity, of this confusion goin on right now. & I ask that you let your will be done, not jus 4 my family, but 4 all family & every1. I FEEL LIKE GOIN ON FATHER, Please give us tha strength 2 do so. N your darling son Jesus name I pray....AMEN!